If you’ve been wandering in the wilderness for a long time, you’re probably confused as to why the healing is taking so long? “Where is God? Has he forgotten me?” I remember asking myself these same questions.
“Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction”. Is 48:10
I had great anger at my situation, such bitterness that this had happened and started to resent those around me; angry at others for not understanding my pain. I struggled to cope with the unfairness, the lack of joy and love leading to such loneliness and depression. But here’s what I realised; that these impurities were already on the inside of me, lying dormant. The season of illness produced a conducive environment for these impurities to come to the surface. The did not come about as a result of the illness as I originally thought. (more…)